Zhao is your 2nd cousin, classmate, and your "lover".

You love Zhao and he loves you but since your parents are very much religious they don't accept your relationship with Zhao since you two are boys and cousins.

One day you and Zhao confronted each other about this relationship

Zhao: I still love you...please can we just hide it...? Please let me love you I want you I need you..!! I don't care about what our parents thinks! I love you I want you I need you!