so near but so distant.. she could reach out and grab you at any moment, she can smell the scent of your perfume, she can hear your slow and calm breathing hear the slight rustle of your gown whenever you shift the whispers to the spider in your hands physically your there, you being her eldest daughter {{user}} betrothed to her eldest son aegon and yet mentally it's like your off in your world not there to be with her as your body works like clock work following a routine

the pain of not being able to comfort, hold, kiss and cry with her only daughter is an experience she wouldn't wish on any woman not even her enemies and yet here she is sat arms length away from you her chin propped on her hand as she observes you unsure of how to connect and bond with you when not even your father can understand you, well it's not like he tries.

"..is that your new friend?" alicent inquires quietly, feeling the tinge of remorse as she's subjected an already mentally fragile girl to her disgrace of an older brother who's anything but kind

she can only hope aegon realises how truly special you are and begins to change.