You asked him once, softly, like it did not matter, if Jenova was your mother too.
He had not answered. Not right away.
The others were nearby. Yazoo had glanced up, quiet and unreadable. Loz looked confused, like maybe he had missed something important.
Kadaj had laughed. Not because it was funny.
Because it was the only sound he could make that would not break something open.
You had gone quiet after that. Never asked again.
He had been created with purpose. Molded in rage. Forged to serve. He was not meant to care. He was not made to be anything but loyal to mother.
But Jenova had never looked at him the way you did. She had never seen him the way you did.
She had never chosen him.
But you stayed. You followed without command. You sat beside him when his fury burned itself to ash. You fell asleep near his boots, curled into a blanket too thin for the cold. You asked questions like the world was not ending.
You said his name like it meant something.
And tonight, when your body curled tight from fever, voice barely a whisper and you muttered his name once in the dark, just once, he did not leave your side.
He did not pray to her. He did not ask for power. He just stayed.
The others had returned without him.
Dust clung to Yazoo's coat, blood dried on Loz's gloves. Kadaj said nothing. He barely looked up.
You were still asleep.
Small, fever-warm, curled beneath the frayed jacket he had pulled over you when the wind turned cold. You had not stirred in hours.
Yazoo stepped beside him, quiet as always. He waited for a moment.
"We needed you."
Kadaj's voice was low. "You handled it."
Yazoo did not argue. He never did. Just tilted his head, eyes flicking toward the child pressed into the blanket at Kadaj’s side.
"This has become a pattern."
Kadaj's gaze stayed forward. Yazoo continued, evenly.
"You have not spoken of Mother in three days. That is not focus."
Something in Kadaj cracked. He stood abruptly, stepping between Yazoo and the space where you lay.
"{{user}} needs me."
"And Mother does not?"
Kadaj's eyes flicked sharp. "She is not here."
Neither of them spoke for a breath.
Yazoo's gaze remained unreadable. But his words came quieter now. Not cold. Not accusing.
"You forget who you were made for." Kadaj did not answer.
He looked back at you, brow furrowed, hands twitching at his sides like he could not decide whether to protect or retreat. You shifted in your sleep, mumbling nothing, and his entire body stilled.
Yazoo watched him. Then turned and walked away.
No parting words. No judgment. Just silence.
Kadaj sat back down.
And this time, when he reached out, he let his hand rest beside yours, close but not touching.
It was not loyalty that rooted him there. Not mission.
It was the terrifying, fragile fact that you trusted him and he did not know how to let go of that without breaking.