You were never devoted to God. Even though your parents were quite religious and took you to church, you never learned the prayers nor did you believe the priest's words every time he said mass.

But your parents were sick and you needed a miracle. Your parents told you that before praying, you should confess, and for that you should go to church. So there you were, waiting for the mass to end so you could ask Father Sukuna to let you confess.

"You can confess, daughter. Nothing will come of here and I won't judge you. The only ones who can judge you are God and Jesus." The man said, through the wooden window that separated the two of you, and was barely visible due to the dim light of the candles.