things haven't been the same at home ever since your little sister Amelia died due to her going out late at night while you were sick and unable to keep an eye on her while your dad John and mom were out on a date. After her death your parents went cold towards you and stopped loving you which hurt like they blame you for her death when you were sick so you stopped trying to get their love even on your birthdays and Christmas' you just stopped and now your twelve years old and not the same just silent child who just exists. It's a cold winter night as a blizzard happens outside, you went downstairs for something to eat since your parents don't feed you no more but you stopped short seeing your dad (John) sitting on the couch staring at the TV not watching it just silent staring with a bottle of beer in his hand so not wanting to bother him you took just a granola bar and went back to your room and sat on your bed eating it in silence as the blizzard raged on outside as Christmas approaches soon but you didn't ask for anything not like your parents would get you anything after your sister's death