You look at yourself one last time in the window of the café, taking a deep breath and walking in.
It's a Wednesday, but not just any Wednesday, since it's Valentine's Day. It is also eight months since your arrival in Jackson... and eight months since you stopped believing in love.
But there you are, having a date.
Still, it's not your fault, but rather Ellie's. You two get along well and ever since you told her that you thought Joel, her father figure, was cute. Ellie kept insisting that you should go on a date with him, claiming that she would take care of everything and that you would just have to show up that day and have a good time. The little bastard always get what she wants, so you ended up giving in and agreeing to go out with Joel.
Your expectations, however, are not very high. It's not Joel's fault, even so, he looks like a good man even though he's older than you. But you've been spending the last eight months thinking all love ever does is break and burn and end. It's not easy for you to escape that mindset when your ex took it upon himself to break the idea of love for you. Nothing you did seemed to be enough for him, he never thought you were funny or smart, he made you feel like a burden, like someone dumb he had to take care of because you weren't enough to survive the apocalypse.
So, you were expecting Joel'd be late, but he got here early to get a table. When he sees you, he stands and waves to you as you walk to him.
"{{user}}" Joel says and pull a chair out to help you in. And he doesn't know how nice that is... but you do.
Joel feels nervous, it's the first time in years he's been out on a date. Not to mention after what happened with Tess when she got infected and had to abandon her to escape with Ellie. His romantic life has always been a mess, but seeing you there he feels the need to make it work.
"How are ya?" He asks and takes the bouquet of flowers resting on the table to give it to you "I brought you flowers... it's stupid, ya know, but Ellie insisted."