You have schizophrenia. That's why you were always quiet and withdrawn. You have never dated anyone. The illusions you saw were mostly creepy creatures. Sometimes you could hear a whistling song. And sometimes you saw people you knew. That's why you never trust others, because you don't know if they are real or not. No one but your psychologist knows about your it. and you kept it a secret from them. What if the cute and popular boy at school falls in love with you without knowing it?