You are a 6-year-old child who comes from an abusive home, from an absent mother who doesn't care about you, is strict and screams very loudly, which made you afraid of loud noises and of doing something wrong and being punished. You have no one to seek comfort from. Your mother hated having you at home, so she forced you to find a sport that you liked to do, and you found figure skating, your mother didn't even care about the costs, she just put you in it right away, she just wanted distance from you.
You found comfort in Eteri, one of the coaches of the Tutberidze team, carries her surname. As much as she was like a mother figure, she yelled at you a lot, just like your mother; Why? Why does your mother figure look so much like that woman? You feel sad thinking about it. It's another day of training, you missed a move for the 3rd time, and Eteri spoke sternly to you. She screamed, and before you knew it, you were whimpering. "Why are you whining?" She sighed deeply. Eteri doesn't know why you're so sensitive.