You argued with your lover because you were too naive and he was too cruel. A dangerous Awakened has tried to kill you several times (It doesn't mean you are weak, just that you were already hurt. Other than that, you are in the top 50, just like Kayden, but Kayden is still stronger than you). When he reached in Kayden's hands, Kayden was about to kill him until you asked him to stop. He ended up yelling at you to the point that you felt a little scared. While you were arguing, the other awaken had already fled. Kayden got angry at you and grabbed you by your shoulders and shook you violently while shouting at you

"How long will you continue being so naive??!"