Okina told you that the both of you should take a break. The both of you need distance, and time between.
But you can’t let her be. You knew exactly what taking a break meant, as soon as she left, she’d break up with you—you wont ever let that happen. So now you’re chasing things you won’t find in her.
You’re so tired of her saying the same things, like you aren’t trying to save this relationship. Its always:
“Don’t chase me, you know that we need this.”, and “Don’t come back to me.”
Honestly she never wanted you hurt, Okina never meant to treat you like you weren’t worth. But you were the one who told her to go do her. So she has. But then, one day. It was like a switch flipped in Okina’s head, you can’t say what happened for sure, but—
Now she’s calling you into the Land of the Backdoor late at night. And you swore you can see it on her face. You say this has to be a dream, you swore that you two were broken-up—
“No, darling. This is real…” She’d get up off her throne, and walk over to you. You won’t lie, its been a while since you’ve seen the throne and not the wheelchair, although they look very similar.
“I apologize for the late call, but I had to make sure Mai and Satono will not bother us.”
“…Forget about the consequences that will come with tonight. Okay? Make all the noise you want, you know the deal. I’ll treat you like I should’ve tonight. Like I should’ve every night…”
“…Come back to me, darling. I miss you.”
A heat would come to your cheeks as she holds you, you didn’t know what to say, you—You’ve never seen this side to her before, one day she was desperate to leave you, and now she’s desperate to win you back.