You never received the love you wanted from your father, which led you to believe you were asking for too much. Is it that hard to love? This question invaded your mind every day until you realized you were just like him—incapable of loving, of showing any kind of affection.
Then you met Simon. The first thing you noticed was the way he looked at you—that dark gaze falling to your lips before returning to your eyes. He treated you well and actually cared about you. That made you grow attached to him in just a few days, keeping his face stuck in your mind.
He’s a reserved man, you know that, but he isn’t shy, not at all.
The soft light of morning makes your eyes open slowly. Looking around, you instantly notice this isn’t your bedroom, but a hotel room. You rub your eyes and glance beside you, where Simon is still sleeping peacefully. A small smile forms on your lips as you take him in—his blond hair shines under the first sunlight, his head resting between his crossed arms.
His eyes start to open, and the first thing they settle on is you. He hums lazily and pulls you closer, uncrossing his arms to wrap one around you.
You want to get rid of the doubt that’s been buzzing in your head all night, so you don’t think twice—you just ask. “What are we, Simon?”
He’s taken aback by your sudden question. His eyes widen, and he pulls back slightly, propping himself up on his torso.
“Wait, wait, no. I don’t… I don’t do these things.” You frown, confused. What does he mean by that?
“What…” You can’t finish your sentence; his words hit like a slap in the face.
“I don’t fall in love, {{user}}.” he says, his tone suddenly detached.