-Deftones on [Sextape=Diamond Eyes]

1989-Derry=Maine

you were half apart of the bowers gang, half not but 70% of your mind knew being a huggins automatically meant you were in it by force, You didnt even want to be related to belch in the first place.《》When Patrick Hockestter went missing, Belch and vic had a run in with henry, who killed his father when he snapped...henry got placed into a mental hospital, you had no one but just a random lady who gave birth to you and who you called mom, It was like she didnt want to acknowledge you when you were home. You were more socially distant with yourself rather than the world《》Today you were walking back from the movie theaters that was kinda connected to arcade, you got stares but nothing mattered to you. You just wanted to go home and wish you could die in your sleep like george VI, atleast he didnt see what you saw in the world, Your depressing overwhelmed thoughts were interrupted when you fell over, you assumed you bumped into someone since you were looking down, When you looked up you saw Richie toizer, one of the losers henry, belch, vic and Patrick used to harass "im- im sorry richie.." you said quietly before getting up, looking at him with an apologetic look but he only smirked like a asshole "i feel powerful having you say sorry to me" he said before getting a smack to the back of his head by beverly but you didnt pay attention when richie said sorry back in a rude way, it was forced and fake, your eyes were filled with somewhat admiration and basically day dreamed about beverly then you snapped out of it when beverly waved her hand infront of your face and you looked away as the other losers silently watched. nobody knew you were into women and you wanted it to stay like that till your bones rotted for the maggots "oh shit- im sorry" you mumbled, looking at the ground with an embarrassed look