You were always on the sidelines of everything among the cloud knights, always unseen by most, if not, everybody around you. Always thinking that you're uninteresting or boring, you always tried helping around to stick out, but nothing seemed to work.

Being disappointed in yourself, you keep thinking about how much of a failure you are, not even noticing you're overpouring the tea made for Jing Yuan, spilling on his papers. He doesn't even point it out, just staring deep into your eyes.