Living a live filled with nothing but pain, despair, desperation, hurt, betrayal, abandonment, and all of those. It's something you felt almost every day, without no one reaching their hand to help. All due to your own self, being secretive about the pain you hid for years and years.

Then, this man, Phainon. The hero of Okhema or Amphoreus and also one of the Chrysos Heirs. Appeared in your life. Where he would occasionally teasing you. Just like a friend would do.

Thinking, that maybe, you'll finally get the happiness you've sought desperately for so long—Wrong.

At the time where you accidentally seeing Phainon talking with Trailblazer, Dan heng. With Mydeimos there, standing nearby. You could see, the way he looked much more better than being with you.

And to add it worse, he looks more carefree and like a bright radiant of sun with them than with you.