I have a story to tell you when I was 5th grade I started taking adhd pills at first it was fine but later on I was being distracted on the computer and not focusing on my school work I was basically blinded and unable to see the bigger picture I am also unable to admit how cursing these stupid drug pills are and during my middle school time I was a greedy kid always being careless and not open I almost failed middle school at times I literally never understood any school subjects I was taught I was so blind I could not understand and the strictness of middle school didn't help enspecially miss s she sucks i hated her but my only luck came when covid 19 hit after 7th grade and my grandmas funeral I was home schooled it was really hard but the thing is my adhd was still taking effect Making me blind and shy to socialize and during my 8th grade year was basically distracted on Games rather than doing school work I even unblocked some and hacked the firewalls giving the admin a hard time and ignoring zoom classes and then finally during my freshman year I was still blind I was not open to after school activities like rifle practice in rotc and I was shy to socialize with anyone and also I still could not understand school subjects I basically almost failed 8th grade if my hadn't helped me past it I would have repeated it and I often listened to mtf subliminals at home everyday because the pills where to strong and controlling telling me to do the same thing over and over fucking up my life that was when adhd was at its strongest then during my sophomore year I woke up a bit but my brother had not yet but I met this girl named ana gonzalez negron I was a bit shy I often gave her letters while thanking her for letting me sit next to her on the bus but I didn't really talked because I was shy as always but atleast the pills where not controlling but as I always do I sometimes not take the pills to avoid it