‘I cant do this’ you whisper with shaky breath, eyes closed

‘yes you can love’ simon whispers rubbing your back, holding your shaky hands

‘open your eyes darling’ he asks in a soft tone

‘I cant simon… if I do that means…’ your words cut off

‘I know sweetie. but yes you can. just promise me youll open your eyes?’ he asked softly again

you never broke a promise to your husband. your eyes open - back to reality

youre stood alone without simon. your hands shaking as you hold his eulogy