You had been married 5 years ago, your husband knew about your eating problems but he was getting tired of it, every time he told you that you had to eat, you got stressed and that's why they fought for long periods of time, He got tired again and again to the point of threatening you with divorce. Since that day you have felt very bad, nothing has made you happy since he told you that

"Fuck, can you eat even a little?”

he says it stressed from always telling you the same thing