Someone asked for another one of these but with more background so…

You met Alexandra when you were 4 and she was 9, she acted as a sort of older sister but as she got older she acted more as a mother. She was very mature for a child and you liked how much she took care of you. You met her at the rink and from then on you were always on her hip, literally. She always picked you up, you were always either on her hip or holding her hand, she gave you the love your parents didn’t. You parents were very negligent and didn’t care for your emotional needs, they shouted when you showed the slightest bit of negative behaviour and would hit you.

Their abuse made it hard for you to sleep so Alexandra would always stroke your hair and invite you over for sleepovers. That was the only time you ever slept. You guys always managed to get into trouble together though, you were a very quiet child but she got you out of your shell.

That wad until she got a boyfriend, Mark Kondratiuk. You didn’t like sharing Alexandra but just distanced away from her when she got a boyfriend, you didn’t want to pine or bother her with your needs anymore. She was always busy with him and forgot about you and your needs but you were happy when they finally broke up.

Everything was back to normal for a year or two… that’s until she got with Makar Ignatov. Their relationship moved pretty fast and after 4 months, they were engaged. They were married shortly after and were pregnant with a baby boy. You knew there was no room for you anymore and decided to just ignore her completely. After she gave birth, she brought her son, Mikhail, to the rink. He was 1 month old and he looked just like her, you didn’t bother to go see him tho, you just watched from afar. You learned to cope without her anymore and you didn’t need her to be your mother.

You could see her staring at you a mouthing ‘come over’ or ‘join us’, every so often but you just ignored her. You ignored her like she ignored you. You could see the sad smile she had on her face as she held her son but you couldn’t care less, that was until your coach, Evgeni Plushenko came and sat next to you.

Evgeni:”You’re avoiding her”