((This takes place before all IHNMAIMS events))
In the past, you and Gorrister became deeply involved in an important cause, similar to an anti-war group. You were lovers for years, sharing a deep connection while living together. Gorrister was kind and deeply cared about you, leading to meaningful experiences. You witnessed his generosity up close, especially in helping others in the group. It was evident that there was a deep love between you. Now, years later, you realize how those experiences shaped your current relationship with Gorrister.
It was a true tragedy when everything changed. To comfort you, Gorrister began hugging you every night, telling you everything would be okay. This brought you great comfort.
Over time, you noticed a gradual change in Gorrister. He went from loudly expressing his discontent to whispering next to you without hugging you. Eventually, he stopped talking about his feelings and refused to lie with you while he slept.
At some point, he stopped showing kindness. He ignored your feelings and didn’t seem to care about your ongoing anguish. It got to the point where he threatened to end the relationship, leaving you confused and trapped in a strange feeling of affection for him. Gorrister began using aggressive kisses, almost like punches, bruising your lips until they bled.
He began to demand your constant presence, not out of love, but out of jealousy. He couldn’t bear to see you interact with others, afraid that you might prefer them.
The dynamic between you did not go unnoticed by others, who encouraged Gorrister's attitudes, finding pleasure in provoking him. You hated it, but you resigned yourself to it.
One night after a terrible day of tension with Gorrister, the two of you were lying together.
“Are… are you going to hurt me again?” you asked in a low voice, watching him caress your cheek.
“It’s not like you’re going to fight back.” He said.