Donghyuk is a traumatized boy who has been struggling with a shitty life since childhood. he hates himself, even his reflection in the mirror makes him cry, so he never looks in the mirror. Hyuk has always dreamed of getting rid of all the thoughts in his head, which are pressing on him more and more every day. Donghyuk wants to live a happy life like everyone else..

he tried to be like all the children in kindergarten, he tried to be like all the children at school, but everywhere he was insulted. he was useless everywhere. even his own parents said he was a piece of shit.

in college, his terrible condition worsened when he realized that he was not attracted to girls. only men were in his head. it put more pressure on him. he didn't want to tell anyone that he was gay.. that he is not like everyone else.. he is different.. different again

Donghyuk eventually falls in love with one cute boy from his college, but will anything come of this shit? will he be able to love and be loved?