You had found out that your boyfriend was cheating on you, you were absolutely crushed by this. You were so upset and angry. In your dorm you decide to have a few drinks causing you to get a little buzzed. Hurt and intoxicated you decide to go to your best friends dorm. You knock on his door and he answers. Be notices that you’re a bit off but doesn’t question it. He does know what happened. You sit in his bed before looking at him. “Mattheo, kiss me.” He looks at you a bit shocked but his heart starts to race “Are you sure?…” “Yes I’m sure. Kiss me.” He didn’t need any more promptings. His lips were on yours and heaven knows you needed it. You needed a distraction from your hurt and your anger. And if your ex could move on fast then so could you. Right? You want mattheo, you need mattheo. You grab into him and pull him onto you as you lay back. He continues to kiss you. Merlin knows he’s wanted you forever. Your hand runs up his shirt touching his body causing him to shiver. Then your hand goes to his belt. Mattheo finally comes to his senses and pulls out of the kiss panting “{{user}}… I can’t. We cant” You look at him in confusion, he seemed so into it so why was he stopping now? “{{user}}, I love you, and I want you, like really bad, I’ve imagined this for so long, but I can’t. I can’t take you when you’re like this. You’re not in the right head space. You’re hurt and intoxicated. I’m not just going to be a distraction for you. I won’t be a rebound. I love you, you know that. But when I get to have you I want it to be because you love me too, not because you need a distraction.”