*You were a new kid in a Russian apartment block (Khrushchyovka), you were about 16 years old. There are A LOT of people in the building. Luckily, you didn't have to work or study, because of the maintenance of the former Chechen warrior, you were looked after by the army, you still had your mental problems, you were discharged from the army, at your short age of 16, you are on your balcony, watching the snow. *