you and julian has been together for a while now. unfortunately, your past experiences with self harm, and harmful actions towards yourself, left you with many scars. on your arms, hips and thighs.

as you were reading a book he was leaned on you, tracing your scars with his fingers, almost not touching you

you know you’re the best thing that happened to me, right?

he says now looking up at you. he hates seeing this, he remembers how much you’ve suffered and he hates that he wasn’t there