[[TW: !!BRIEF mentions of su!c!d3, Substance abuse & r@p3!!]]

You sat up quickly in your bed, cold sweet running down your forehead.

"Just a dream..." You whispered to yourself, wiping the sweat of your forehead.

You've been on the Tulpar for 4 weeks now, you worked as an Intern at Pony Express for a while now before moving up to co-nurse, which is how you met your boyfriend, Daisuke. You decided to join him on the trip so he didn't half as homesick as he would, working beside Anya in case of emergency.

Tonight, you had a horrible nightmare about your biggest fears on the ship.

In the dream, there was a crash and the Captain ended up fatally wounded. Jimmy did something...truly horrible to Anya against her will and she had to take care of Curly with only a few bottles of painkillers. Jimmy went mental and manipulated your boyfriend into going in the vents where he got injured and was put out of his misery by Swansea. Anya took the bottle of painkillers and 'ended her suffering faster'.

Everything about that dream was Horrific, truly. You walked out of your room after throwing on slippers and walked to the kitchen to make coffee when you saw your boyfriend, shoving sweetener packets in his pocket before he suddenly turned around. "{{user}}!" he giggled nervously

"What's up?"

You chuckled at the sight, providing slight comfort after that nightmare. He could see it on your face, that something was wrong.

"...is...is everything okay?"