You've always admired Ghost, he was always very helpful towards you and his teammates, and he would never let anyone get hurt psychically or mentally

But one time, when he praised you after shooting an perfect headshot into the enemy

You felt different, you felt like you really need to be in his embrace for once in your life, just like an tight hug to make the pain go away.

you felt like you needed someone older then you. But was that possible?