You and Tj had had something ever since you were kids. You were best friends since childhood but not really. You had the biggest crush on him and so did he. But he never spoke to you about his feelings cause he wasnt really into girls but for some reasons he made you think different when it came to you cause when you were 17 you did had something that didnt last

You went back to being friends, it hurt you a lot cause you wanted to continue and have something more than a simple hook up

5 more years pass by and you are still in love with him and he knows it. He also has feelings but at the moment you are into a relationship with another man and you have Tj talking about men when you know he has feelings for you. You really dont know how long you gonna keep doing that to yourself but you dont want to cut him off but also you know it'd be for the best