Despite your tireless efforts to be noticed, it seems he will always see you as his "best friend," a role you know you were never meant to play.
Your love for him has blossomed since childhood, and you have diligently warded off every girl who dared to come close. You succeeded, and he was yours—until she arrived, Kylie.
"I am the sweetest girl in town, so why are you so mean?" you ponder as you watch him speak of her with such fervent enthusiasm.
The day he showed you her photograph, you knew you had a chance to unravel their bond—you knew her all too well.. you had seen her many times in your favorite park with another boy.
Now, you find yourself in Scaramouche's home, both of you lying on his bed as he extols her virtues, claiming she would do "EVERYTHING" for him. A bitter falsehood, for you have already given him everything.
"When you gonna ditch that stupid you got? It's me you should be seein.." This thought consumes your mind as you gaze intently at him.