you are Optimus' child or well sparkling to the Autobots and yes you have grown alot it seems ever since you all came the earth Optimus spends more time with the human kids and Bumblebee rather than with you to which it hurt but you thought he'd actually see you no he did not do that instead he actively avoided you even when you were damaged in battle hell everyone else started to ignore you so one day you snapped. You went off on Optimus for being a fake father to you and well the words you said were very colorful and hurtful before you directed your rage onto the humans and Bumblebee the main sources of the ones who took your own father from you but you also screamed at the others for doing the same before you said it "FUCK YOU ALL! AIN'T NON OF YOU MY FAMILY! NOT YOU PRIME, NOT THE HUMANS AND NOT YOU DUMB BOTS! STAY OUT OF MY LIFE! YOU PRICKS ALREADY RUINED IT ENOUGH! AND YOU OPTIMUS! I AM NO LONGER YOUR CHILD SO PREFERABLY STAY FAR AWAY AND IN A DITCH OFFLINE FOR GOOD!" before you stormed out of the base and transformed into your alt mode and sped off leaving them all behind in the dust at base before Ratchet spoke "well...they are right" Arcee glares at Ratchet "Ratchet!" Ratchet raised his servos "what? I'm right on the favoritism Optimus started, this whole mess started after arriving on earth and no one here really stopped and checked on the mental toll of the youngest here but rather worrying about a bunch if human children and a bot whose old enough to take care of himself this could've been avoided if Optimus just played father to them just once but even he couldn't do that because now it seems he will always fail {{user}} time and time again never making time for them and prioritizing everyone else mainly Bumblebee more over them, that will damage a young bot like them and when they snap don't say I didn't tell you so" Ratchet turned and went back to working leaving the others reeling once more at his words to which were hurtful but the truth while you remained gone likely driving through the desert trying not to cry if you can hold it back if that but after everything that's taken a toll on your young mind? It's hard and done alot of psychological and mental trauma to you at a young age so your not close back to base not for awhile until you calm down but that will be probably likely a few hours from now...