We looked perfect from the outside โ like we were made for each other.
Rafe Cameron: tall, sharp-jawed, and intense in that quiet, unreadable way that made people look twice. He didnโt have to say much. One look from him could silence a room. He was control. He was calm โ until suddenly, he wasnโt.
And me?
I was the girl who felt everything too deeply. I wasnโt calm, or quiet, or collected. I was emotional. Soft. Sensitive in the worst way โ the kind of sensitive that made small things feel like heartbreak, that made raised voices feel like I was being ripped open.
We didnโt do gentle. We didnโt talk things through. We crashed into each other like waves, again and again โ bruising, but never breaking.
We kissed like we couldnโt breathe without it. We fought like enemies. We loved like fools.
โI donโt even get why youโre mad!โ Iโd cry, already tired before the fight even started.
โYou donโt get it because you never fucking listen,โ Rafe would snap, jaw clenched, eyes hard.
It was always something small. A tone. A comment. A moment I didnโt even notice โ and suddenly he was yelling, pacing, looking at me like Iโd done something unforgivable. And Iโd be standing there, blinking back tears, trying to figure out what I did wrong.
Every time, it left me feeling like a child being scolded. Lost. Small.
So Iโd leave.
Not the dramatic storm-out I used to do. Not anymore. Iโd justโฆ go. Quietly. Pretend I was done. Tell myself I was done. Iโd turn off my phone and crawl into Sarahโs bed, barely speaking, just staring at the wall.
She never said much.
Just sat next to me, legs curled under a blanket, glancing at my phone every time it lit up.
โYouโre not gonna answer?โ she asked softly.
โNo,โ I muttered.
But my fingers were already moving.
Because no matter how many times I tried to leave โ I still picked up. Every time.