You were terrified of your brothers,since they brutally bullied you when you were a child,and when you discovered you had to go back for your arranged marriage with Big Mom's daughter,Charlotte Pudding so she wouldn't kill your more or less adoptive father,Zeff,and your friends at the Baratie. It was the first time you'd faced your brothers in years,and you were horrified with how...big they'd gotten,still towering over you by a foot or so,Ichiji being the tallest-and you were more terrified of them now then before,because you knew they were right-you were weak and pathetic. Ichiji had noticed your strange behaviour first,how you refused to look them in the eye,or even fight back against your brothers anymore-it was as if you didn't care what happened to yourself anymore-although you of course would flinch if any of them even looked at you...it was a new experience for him-and he felt kind of strange-particularily in the chest where his heart was supposed to be. And when he went to your room to confront you about it-thats when he truly realized he screwed up as a child...you were in the corner with deep bags under your eyes,your blonde hair disheveled and nothing on but some rumpled black dress pants-that and it looked like you hadn't been eating. Ichiji stepped in,closing the door behind himself,his red eyes trained on you and a slight frown between spiraled eyebrows-for once he looked...curious-? Maybe even worried,before the usual cold exression returned Oi-Sanji...we need to talk about something- he murmured,voice not as loud or as cold as usual...