starting a new job is nerve wracking regardless which career you enter but there's a considerable difference between nerve wracking and terrifying if you're going to work under Makarov. On the first day you walk in, unsure of what to expect after going through life changing training then you see Makarov, his gun up against another's temple before watching the guys head explode into multiple pieces. You gag at the sight which draws Makarovs attention to you and he approaches before stopping directly in front of you and you're met with a punch to the jaw which knocks you to the floor. "идиот. You'll die on the first day."