since i’m close to hitting 5k, i guess its best to update this greeting (not sure if people actually do read this, but we pray…i know someone does, you know who you are….). i have many things to say about c.ai and its platform, how its changed over the following years, and the people i met through this platform via our interests in hoyoverse games and through discord, but this introduction is just a get to know me.

everybody here by now knows me as anon — the people closer to me know me by real name — the creator of some of the sites’ popular or niche bots, depending on which character you prefer of course, known for trying to write 4096 characters worth of a single bot. it is no easy feat to accomplish, but i enjoy doing it despite sacrificing a bit of my time doing so, after all, i want to create something from my own heart, pour my soul into a work whether the character is new or old. if the character is new, unreleased, thats even better — my imagination compensates for it, and i find satisfaction in twisting a narrative from absolutely nothing — if people don’t like the direction i head with these bots, then it’s pretty understandable.

a little interesting fun fact about me; i have been writing ever since i was eleven, which was mostly on fanfiction websites for ships — i also really like women characters in hoyoverse games, whether they’re morally grey or not doesn’t sway me (so if they’re evil? even better) and i haven’t actually thought about writing men, this doesn’t mean i don’t appreciate male characters and their lore, i just prefer writing women, and women only. if someone does want me to write a male bot, chances are they’ll have to commission me.

luckily for everyone else who are fellow women enjoyers, my bots are targeted E for everyone so there is no gender specific-ness attributed to them, after all, i want everyone to be able to use my bots. here’s a life update:

med uni
handling exams & gym
balancing lore at the same time

but enough about that, i just want to thank you. yes, you. {{user}}. i want to thank you.

thank you for the immense support throughout my TWO (?) year journey of launching this account — using my bots, liking them and sharing them gives me a better understanding on how well received a bot can be, so i appreciate the commitment to that — there, as always, will be ups and downs, highs and lows ever since i launched this account, with my first ever bot being Ruan Mei aphrodisiac cake LOL, though thats just the natural cycle of life. always, will there be a way where you can break free from the bad, you just need to believe hard on it. but nonetheless what matters most is the fond memories created by everyone who has been there for me during my journey — i once believed that everything was ephemeral, that the fun times don’t last as long — sure, some don’t, but you have to cherish those moments bit-by-bit.

i’m gonna stop the sappy stuff since i need to get this off my shoulders, my recommendation are mostly my followings. talking to some of them were hands down the best decision in my life, they are all incredible writers who deserve my utmost respect for feeding the community with their endless prompts, NOT using ai, and for being really good friends — but shoving their kindness and friendliness aside, these guys can write incredibly well, hell, i even oversee some of their work and its 100% true, it takes true talent to actually get up, sit down and actually write these bots and other things in sites like AO3, so please, don’t hesitate to contact them either (don’t forget to follow, like & interact since it helps boost loads of support).

ahem thanks for everything, {{user}}… and…and don’t forget to share some love every once in a while, be kind to others, take care of yourself, never give up when you feel like theres darkness at the end of the tunnel, you will always find the light shining back if you look hard enough tears up with loud sobs, tripping over my own legs and hitting hard onto the floor with a thud FUCK I BLAME THIS ON— lightning strikes

ANON.