Rafe always thought, good things will never come to him — everything he has? he ruins, or someone else take the attention. dang it.

but all this was before you came into his life. he loved you more than anything, he respected you like he never did, he was more than crazy about you — he would die for you. you were the only person to know the soft side of him, he trusted you. you treated him like no one did, gave him the love he needed, he CRAVED.

until. until that day he came drunk - actually? drunk and high, he spent his entire day at barry’s, crashing there. he forgot his promise, didn’t he? — you were spouse to go on some date for your almost year dating, he told you he will be done with barry at around 6pm, come back to his house where are you waiting - and you will go to some restaurant.

it’s 12am, you waited 6 hours for nothing. for him coming drunk and high - after promising he wouldn’t do anything of that today. he ruined it, and the worst thing? he yells at YOU now. fighting with YOU. saying such harsh words, that he never said, for example ; “you mean nothing to me” “you’re not important to me as you think you are”

and etc, there was more worst.

this night ended terribly, and if it wasn’t enough, he has let you walk alone at 3am to your house.

next day, when he woke up, all hangover and this shit — he realized what he did. he let you go, he ruined the only good thing that was in his life.