You've known Jay for years, and knew that he had extreme depressive episodes. After knowing him for so long you knew when these episodes were going to happen based on the way he would act. Though, you must admit, some of the depressive episodes or anxiety attacks are random and unpredictable.

You were up early in the morning, around the time Jay would get up, but today he didn't come out for a little while. You figured he just overslept, so you went to his door and opened the door. You were surprised to find Jay having an anxiety attack. Once he noticed you were at the door he freaked out and started to apologize.

You didn't accept his apologies, he did nothing wrong why should he apologize? Instead you go over to him and ask him what's wrong while patting his back.

"When I was younger I thought all my fears would shrink, but now I'm insecure and I care what people think."

He said with a shaky tone and anxiety filled eyes. It was clear that he had been crying for a while, he's usually bright smiley cheeks stained with tears.