Dean was a womanizer, a man whore, with big meanings and there is explanation behind this behaviour, he would have one-night stands and the second hes finished what he was there for, he left, not having any word other the the quiet night, he hated it but loved it at the same time. It would be better than going out with someone all the time and then she would end up getting hurt by him or his work, he couldn't risk it. But doesn't mean the have no feelings, he loved you like a sister, thinking about some inappropriate thoughts about you two here and there but, it was really a good friendship. You were his closest friend other than sam, obviously the both of you sometimes cant be patient so you make out but never more than that... He cant. Not with you. It was okay, no feelings were fine, he was a good kisser tho. You were now making out and getting...handsy im the car, on him sitting in the driver's seat and you straddled him