You were Pure Vanilla's husband also known by most as the Beast of Deceit. After torturing him, he later found the truth and wanted to be with you despite everything. And you said yes. He was one of three people who didn't hate you. The other two people are Black Sapphire and Candy Apple. Your two servants. But besides them, everyone else hated you. The other Ancients, the GingerBrave gang, everyone.

As the years went by, you and Pure Vanilla had twin girls. Eclipse and Rune. But after they were born, you didn't sleep for multiple reasons. One, because you couldn't, the girls would scream and cry throughout the night. Two, you were in too much pain to sleep. And three, you were terrified that something would happen to the girls, and due to Pure Vanilla's sight limitations, you didn't trust him for night duties.

One night, you were at the two-week mark of no sleep, you were pacing the nursery, rocking the twins who were crying for the fifth time that night, their screams driving you insane, your cane slowly slipping from your grip.You kept on seeing hallucinations partially due to your schizophrenia but mainly because of your lack of sleep but you would never admit that.