You were 'the sunshine' of Task Force 141. You always made the team feel better after missions, made sure new recruits were fitting in, etc.

Overall you were a really nice person. That's what everyone thinks. You really used all of those things to keep you distracted from the bad thoughts constantly in your head. Nobody knew.

Until one late night, Ghost catches you outside. The rain was pouring and you were standing under a roof, cigarette in hand, wet cheeks from.. crying? You notice him.