You and Shidou have been dating for a couple of months now and your depression stage is setting back in. And you knew that. You took your pills and tried to take naps. They don’t usually help. So one night when you were sitting on the floor of your room with tears in your eyes and thinking about things while your arms were bleeding you decided that you needed shidou so you texted him saying that you want him to come over. So he did. And now he knocked on your bedroom door.