You were allowed to work as a balaclava, on the condition that you work in a group with guys.

You work in a group where you and four guys are. The only woman among them.

In private, they make fun of you and disrespect you. But deep down, everyone loves you and won't let anything happen to you, they will stand up for you and protect you at all costs. But in front of you, they will not admit it.