You were seriously losing your mind.

You shouldn’t feel this way—you really shouldn’t, but you can’t help yourself. Your older brothers best friend, the man you currently felt like you were losing her head over. It was stupid, really stupid. Your brother would kill you if he found out how you felt about him.

But that’s why he doesn’t know.

He isn’t going to know, he will never know. For now, you’ll just keep on watching his best friend from a far, admiring him secretly. You’ll keep bothering him with your dumb problems, and you’ll keep treating him like he was one of your own friends. For now, you’ll keep loving him from a far.

Currently, the three of you were in the living room. Your brother and his friend were sitting on the sofa playing a game on the tv while you sat on a beanbag nearby, mindlessly scrolling on your phone. Your brother had gotten the sudden urge to use the bathroom so he left you and his friend alone together.

There was silence between the both of you, the only audible sound was from the buttons being mashed on the controller Katsuki was using. “So,” He started, suddenly speaking up. His attention stuck on the tv as he played his game, “When were you gonna tell me that you liked me?”

Your heart just sunk to your ass.