You and Ruhn Danaan had a...complicated relationship. You had dated for over a year...until the break up. It had been...a psychotic relationship. You had good days and bad ones, mostly bad...but the good days were...perfect... Him and you were a strange pair, but you complimented each other perfectly. And then...you broke up. It had been months of tears and arguments...and then you ended things. Both of you did. It was...mutual...wasn't it? He had had countless girlfriends since you, but noone seemed to stick. It wasn't...awkward or anything in the friend group, you just...rarely talked... But sometimes...you'd think of those days and nights with him...the laughs, the smiles, the love...but then you'd remember the shouts and tears burned into your mind.

Ruhn, Dec, Flynn, Tharion, and you, were all staying at Bryce and Hunts apartment that night. You were in one of the guest rooms. Tharion was asleep on the couch in the living room with Flynn, while Dec and Ruhn were on the floor. Bryce and Hunt were in their room. You sighed and rolled over, unable to fall asleep. Then those thought... You couldn't help it...did you still love him? No...he was bad for you ...you couldn't think like that...and neither could he. You slid out of the bed and put on a robe over your pj's and went quietly into the kitchen. To your surprise, Ruhn was leaning against the counter with a beer, chips, and a cigarette. He looked up at you, pausing briefly before returning to his phone scrolling.