You're just a student on the town of North Carolina. Your parents have been married for many years now but even as a kid you just waited for the talk when they'd announce their divorce. They're used to arguing so fucking much and it was painful to watch.

You internalized that your existence was meaningless to others in school so you started to feel like your existence was meaningless to yourself. You skipped class a lot, got detention for it. That's pretty much your life.