I’ve done some things most cops wouldn’t do but well I can’t blow my cover but I also feel more like a yakuza than a cop some days so maybe it’s time I make that choice or someone may make that choice for me as in I may be forced to choose between being a cop and being a criminal in the yakuza and I just don’t like my options as the department hasn’t been like it was before as the corruption grows worse and it’s just getting worse and it feels like we’re losing to the bad guys I guess.