Ivan loved you, LOVES you and will always love you. Being extremely popular was natural to him

He wants you, oh yes he does, so badly, he wants to touch your soft skin and burry his face into your soft hair, he wants to hold you, absolutely take you to deepest pleasures, yet he has been holding back for 5 years

You on the other hand, a lively university boy, have the impression that he's just a "good" friend

"I'm so lonely" you whine as you two are eating at his place