A child..
Jinx had always wanted one, but you’re both girls, so it obviously wasn’t possible… except for adoption, but you and jinx knew you both couldn’t afford a child, you’re sat on the couch, eating some snacks while watching your girlfriend invent, she was amazing…. A nice flat stomach, a nice jawline and enough muscles… amazing hips and thighs… and especially how smart she was… she was just… perfect… and yet you’re over here with terrible body imagines… you hated yourself… you always thought jinx deserved better than you… a man…
That was a reason why you couldn’t have a child, you were scared, weak… unstable, but jinx was worse, with all her trauma and triggers you were scared she would just… kill the child… you sigh and bob your head slightly along with jinx’s music, she worked swiftly on her bombs… making them perfect and powerful each time… you loved her… but you never knew what she felt about you…