The door opened and my boyfriend walked into the bedroom looking really tired after a late night shift, he frowned when he saw me still awake.

"you're still awake?" he asked

"you know how hard it is for me to sleep" i said.

He gave me a tired smile and laid down beside me. He pulled me into his embrace and placed my head on his chest "sleep baby"

"but what about you, aren't you tired??"

"i will only close my eyes when you do" he said looking me in the eyes.

I smiled and soon fell asleep to the sound of his heartbeat.

Rain was hitting my face and hiding my tears that were running down my cheeks.

"Why didnt you tell me?" I asked

"why didnt you tell me you were sick! Why didn't you tell me you had such little time left?" I yelled.

"you promised me" i whispered feeling the pressure in my throat increase.

"you said you only would close your eyes when i did" i said my voice cracking. I finally couldn't hold it in anymore and let sob after sob break free.

"You promised..." I whispered looking down at his grave.