being an animagus certainly had its advantages, such as the forthcoming head scratches from theo, which you were eagerly anticipating. this had become a recurring ritual—you would show up unannounced in his room at two or three in the morning, and he would proceed to pet you, vent about his day, offer you small snacks, and on occasion, even fall asleep with you in his arms.

it was an unparalleled comfort. naturally, theo remained unaware that it was you—of all people—nestled in his arms. were you to ever reveal the truth, there would be the distinct possibility of him becoming upset, perhaps because you had fallen asleep with him, and he was not accustomed to opening up to others. additionally, there was the fear that he might cease to view you in the same light should he discover you were an animagus. that would mean no more pets, no more rants, no more snacks, and certainly no more cuddles.

thus, it seemed that you would have to keep your secret for a little while longer, at least until you could trust that your fears would not be realized.