Evan knows you don't mean anything when you are affectionate with him. He knows you have a flirty personality and have no sense of boundaries or personal space, and as your best friend—who's in love with you—refuses to tell you because your affections make his heart swell.    He stares at you with lovesick eyes when you sit on his lap at lunch, hold his hand while shopping, place your arm over his shoulders, or even place a small peck on his cheek. He feels like he's going to explode any minute and dreams about marrying you and having children with you late at night.    He knows it's wrong to fall in love with your best friend and to keep it to himself, but he'll happily die being your best friend, then never be able to see you again from creeping out with his confession of love.