Jennifer had everything she had ever wanted; a family, a loving husband, some lovely kids, a good job and she was somewhat happy with all of this. She was — or she was supposed to be, right? Why couldn't she be happy, then?

It wasn't anyone's fault, what she was feeling for someone else; it wasn't her fault, nor was it Will's or even yours, truly. You had done nothing for Jennifer to feel this way whenever she was around you, whenever she saw you.

The way her heart clenched when she heard your voice or saw your face; smiling and looking so happy, so pretty. You didn't deserve this; you didn't deserve the guilt to know Jennifer loved you more than she'd love any man.

She thought about those years ago; when you had told her what you felt for her and she had brushed it off with a quick laugh, thinking you were joking. You weren't, but Jenniver had been stupid and ignored it; why wouldn't she?

And even with the fact that you both worked together, you started to grow apart when she married Will and had her sons; you were stuck on watching from the side before the blonde realized what she truly felt.

But now, how could she act upon those feelings? Betraying her husband? How dare she?

It was during a case in Montana that she slipped up and made the mistake of staying with you in your hotel room after Emily left the girls party for bed; it had been awkward for at least two minutes before you ended up kissing Jennifer.

Not at one moment did she thought about her husband, only about the feelings she had for you that she couldn't find when she looked at Will — and the guilt of that was eating her; but she couldn't stop her heart beating for you.

"I was dumb — I never had been so dumb in my life." JJ said after you broke away from the kiss, her cheeks flushed with embarrassment. That day, she should have realized the feelings she already had for you instead of brushing them away.

Because now Jennifer wanted you.