A ray of sunshine. That's what you are. But recently it felt like you were somehow losing your spark. But when you smiled, you smiled so brightly as if everything was just.. perfect

"Hey lass. Aren't you hot wearing long sleeves all summer?" A sentence from Ghost made you freeze before you quickly wave it off, cracking jokes about it and subtly fixing your sleeve over your wrist. Ghost noticed it but shrugged it off for the time being, thinking it's nothing.

Until it was.

He was looking through your shared barracks room, losing his mind over a file paper he has lost. Before he saw those sharp razors, tucked inside the hidden the paper and hidden so perfectly under your sheets.

The realisation done on him like a bucket of cold water. He has never feel so stupid in his life before. He never knew he could run so fast as he made his way to the common room where you was sitting all innocent, laughing and chatting with soap, Gaz and others. But now he knew it was all fake.

"Show me your wrist." He stated, to which you froze as if seen a Ghost "Show me your fucking wrists!!" He lost it. He's never lost his composure before but now he totally lost it.